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isozymefucked off from work on account of SURPRISE ANNOYING ER VISIT LAST NIGHT. student health was all "we dislike how your EKG looks go to the hospital" so i got to sit in a waiting room for 6 hours to be told that i was fine and should lay off the caffeine. when we finally got out at 1:30 in the morning we went to the store for ice cream and caffeine-free diet coke, and today my body is feeling normal, which is very appreciated!
hospitals are a weird place to be gay, because suddenly nobody knows again how to read you and your wife. most of the staff were cool -- they're ER nurses, they've seen everything -- but sometimes bad vibes would creep in and i couldn't help thinking a lot about how glad i was to be married to my wife so we'd have rights if something actually serious happened.
i assembled our new cat tree -- right now i'm too lazy to upload photographs but fluff-cat likes it a LOT, even though he is kind of too big for it. scab-cat is sleeping so he hasn't tried it yet. also, scab-cat has figured out how to lick his scabs through his cone, so he's a mess. fluff-cat is having one of his twice-a-year sheds so EVERYTHING IS A FLUFF now.
overall, things are better today than yesterday! i love an upward trajectory
i can't believe i have to live caffeine-free now. what is this healthy bullshit. who authorized this. fuck them.
hospitals are a weird place to be gay, because suddenly nobody knows again how to read you and your wife. most of the staff were cool -- they're ER nurses, they've seen everything -- but sometimes bad vibes would creep in and i couldn't help thinking a lot about how glad i was to be married to my wife so we'd have rights if something actually serious happened.
i assembled our new cat tree -- right now i'm too lazy to upload photographs but fluff-cat likes it a LOT, even though he is kind of too big for it. scab-cat is sleeping so he hasn't tried it yet. also, scab-cat has figured out how to lick his scabs through his cone, so he's a mess. fluff-cat is having one of his twice-a-year sheds so EVERYTHING IS A FLUFF now.
overall, things are better today than yesterday! i love an upward trajectory
i can't believe i have to live caffeine-free now. what is this healthy bullshit. who authorized this. fuck them.
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Date: 2019-03-23 07:00 pm (UTC)Being married puts a lot of the fears to rest because when I get anxious about it I imagine standing up to my full height and saying "THAT'S MY WIFE" which is deeply satisfying to picture. It's sort of a bummer that it means you feel extra pressured to get married instead of just being in TRUE LOVE, but the security is really really nice.